Mylife has been turned up side down and im going crazy thinking about what im going to do , and then i turn around and look at you and when you smile at me i know evreything is going to be alright.

You are my gaurdian angel , your my future , your my past , your evreything good in my life.

I hope and pray that i never lose you , because if i do i know that i will be losted forever in this dark and cold hearted world.

When will the day come when i am yours ?

I have waited so long already for that day to come and yet you are not here wit me so i can cal you my own.

I lay down on my bed thinking of you and only you , and then i think are you doing the same ?

Do you feel for me what i feel for you ?

If not will you ever ?

and if so when ?

I sure do hope that one day soon that you will feel for me the way that i feel for you , intill that day comes i will be waiting here for you.

Im sitting here thinking of you day in and day out wondering if you feel the same way about me as i feel about you.

Im sick of playing games with you all of the time , boy you need to stop playing with my head.

Its like one minute we were ment to be forever , and then the next its like we shold never have even meet , i cant take it anymore , i cant keep playing these silly little head games with you.

I love you and i need to know if you love me the same way i love you , if you dont then you need to tell me straught up and not hide what you feel from me .

I am a women , not a child i can handle what ever it is you have to say , if your afraid it will hut me dont be because i can handle being hurt , if you dont remeber i told you that i have been hurt once before.

So what im getting at is just tell me the truth and stop hideing from me , be a real man and just tell me what you feel.

Im sitting in my room looking out the window and all i can see is your face.

I think about al the good times we have had , the times we laughed and cried togeather.

You have done so much wrong things to me since we have been togeather but no matter what all thse small litte good things that you have done and said to me will always win me over again.

I will always love you intill the day i die no matter what reason or why we are apart from eahother.

Now that we are apart from eachother im going crazy not being able to be around you and hold you in my arms , i hope that i will get to see you again real soon , i miss being with you.

Im traped in this world were i dont belong and im going crazy because i have no idea how im going to get out of here.

AS i turn around and look into the corner i see a dark figure comeing toward me , and to my surprise its you ... the man i have been dreaming of , when you come closer you wisper in my ear " i told you i would come for you " and all i can do is just stand there in shock not knowing what to do or say.

Then i wake up and relize that it was all just another dream and its not real at all , so then i start to cry in disbeleafe , and shout out to the world why me ! ? ! why do you keep playing these games with me ! ? !